i left the blog for almost a week ,
simply because i dont have the privacy to do some stuff ,
with posers around the house .
and i needa study for exams .
i got lots to blog about but apparently i forgot most of it .
like seriously ,
im taking 2 days to study 1 chapter and exam is in 4 days time .
and now im distracted by the cover vids posted in fb by my poser bro’s clan .
i desperately need a solution to stop people from stealing music ,
cos its really annoying when they spoil the pure goodness to the ears .
and then lotsa people change their status to being in a relationship which makes me wonder whens it gonna be my turn .
and then now i thought back about how i planned to never even dream about being in one .
its not me thats the problem ,
its them , so fuck it .
and then it hurts to see fahmi and hisyam not being the best of friends anymore ,
or so it seems after reading fahmi’s blog .
poor fahmi must be really stressed up with school .
and i really understand him , because i took up a subject i really am not good with and would never get good with , so what more a course which has everythin you aren’t so good with .
i wouldn’t give any advise though ,
however i can help if needed .
i feel guilty now ,
as i haven’t been out lately when i said i’ll come .
the main reason is because i feel so zombiefied .
i can’t do anythin else but to stay infront of the computer screen .
and it really sucks .
right now after i ate and all i feel full but weak ,
like theres no energy flowing to your hands ,
only a full stomach .
help me , someonelink >
im late for school and i waited 15min for my straightener to heat up ,
only to realise its not even on .